cinta lg...

y do all ppl r so fussy bout love?

yes...

love is a gift
love is great
love is special

y do ppl so afraid bout not finding their true ones?
y r u soo worried?
y cant u be patient?
y cant u hold on?

LOVE is not a thing dat u can jz get in one night stand
it is not a possession
it is not a toy
it is not an event

it is a process
a learning process
take it as a life experience

yes...

u may get hurt
u may feel betrayed
u may feel confused
u may feel down

THINK

how wud u know comfort if u neva been in a mess?
how wud u know trust if u neva been betrayed?
how wud u know d feeling of pleasure if u neva been hurt?
how wud u know u r in love if u neva feel hate?

d world is not that mean
God is not dat cruel
take life as it come
treasure d one dat always by ur side
in front of ur eyes
family...friends...brothers...sisters...pets...

LOVE thyself

satu hari yg best...

8th june 2009 ...d day bfore my birthday

Thnx to my awesome frens...hehhe dpt mandi sungai!(ade org ckp aku mcm bdak sumbu n mandi mcm saitan)pedulik kn org itu..i reli had a great day!puas gle mandi.mlm tu plak ade teater "spe tkut dgn farabi?" n kak nani kte berlakon.hahha best2 menarek!

Pastu g lpak dgn sokat n sapik.mkn kt simpang kiri.huhu ok je berborak2.tbe2 ade satu bende mengundang kpd ketidak sedapan d hatiku..huhu "knpe la malaun ni blay ade kt cni?!"

Arghhh!! Der goes my day...ruined by some grup of people.aku pn xtau la nme xsdap sgt tgk.kdg2 kte ade those vibes yg rs org bersengkokol mengata dan mengutuk kte so truslah aku xsenang...

Mlm tu..aku blek blik.ingt nk g blik membe2(umi ke hana ke nani ke)tp ntah x terpegi plak..so aku layan kn dri dok blik sorg2 d mlm birthday aku..bpak loser..terasa ckt.huhu

So..tanggal 9 haribulan 6 2009..msuk hari br n aku genap 22 thun.aku mendapat msg pertama drpd sapik atau sokat xingt da..kmudian dr kwn2 lain menyusul.mlm tu aku rs lonely gle.yelah mlm bday aku rs ptut nye happy kot tp sentiasa moody.dgn sorg nye plak.adoi laa...sedey gile!

zain msg wish bday.tbe2 zain bgtau "lme la xlepak..hahah awek sll bz skg..bley x ckp org rndu sma lu awek".hahah dgn gangguan emosi yg x bpe nk stabil time tu..ait mata aku mendurum berderai2.hahahah!ciwek!den ncik wan malik tepon.aku xdpt thn emosi aku nangis cm org gile smpai nek heran mamat tu.hahah sori wan..u cn b d shoulder 4 me to cry on kn?die pn layan jela..tp xbest nye esok die suh aku tman ikut meeting dgn someone.aku da janji n mse aku agree tu aku x tpk tu harijadi aku.dem!

Mlm tu ive cried like i neva did before.crybaby me..huhu but i felt a lot better afterwards untill i fall asleep...

Iwoke up early.usually on my birthday, aku akn naik bas utk dptkn tket yg tertera 9 JUNE.for my satisfaction n i jz love doing it.xtau npe?heh tp malangnye..hr tu ncik wan malik da ingatkn aku awal2 aku kna tman die pg appoinment.owhhh malassss nye!!!siap set kn dresscode.aku d suruh memakai bj kurung.emosi aku msih terganggu n for those who knew me well, aku agk rebellious.da la aku tgh moody,bday aku kna tman org buat keje, aku d sruh pula memakai pkaian yg aku tgh xde mood nk pakai.aku memberontak dgn berkata skati aku la nk pki ape atau aku xpegi.hahah threat tbe2.wan pn bersetuju...

Nk d jadikan crita...

tbe2 org tu lambat(ptut nye jmpe kat pavi xsalah)tp xjd dan akhirnye wan mngajak aku pg karok.dlm hati aku sumpah seranah sme ade xtau la.huhu tp aku ikutkn aje..sesampai d sna....aku msuk blik.........

aku nmpk familiar faces...eh?eh?aiman...abe...din...dan wani...eh?eh?aku slah msuk blik ke ni?tbe2 berkumandang lgu happy birthday.

YA ALLAH!!Tuhan je tau btapa terharu nye hati aku d saat itu!!huhuhu thnx to wan malik!!aiman abe din dan wani!!hati aku berbunga setiap kali teriingat.siap ade kek banana choc(pisang?) yg sgt best...

Aku reda dgn nma ku yg tertera d ats kek ini huhu

Manusia2 yg mencairkan hatiku huhu

Aku bergaya manje bersama Aiman

Terharu gilerr!!!!hahahah aku dpt tau rakan2 yg lain pn berkomplot memberi kejutan hr tu.nani..umi..hana dan kim.diorg dtg lmbat ckt due to some technical problem..(mamat keta sewa yg buat hal)huhu tp korg dtg jgk n aku sgt2 menghargai kowang2!!!!heheee~

Still...ade jgk la watak2 picisan yg tetap memberi titik hitam pd hr itu.ktorg2 yg happy ini trus meraikan kegembiraan huhu (aku xphm phrase ni tp lantak la)

Mlm ni tu ktorg smbung lepak kat NZ n layan shisha smpai lebam huhu..aku dpt birthday gift yg best!! milah hadir dlm hdup ku..thnx to wan malik lagi..hahha milah mau abg benny pula laa~hakhak

Sempat berkarok jamban while waiting for me in d real karaoke room

Yeahh duta2 pelangi

Pape pn ol u peeps really made my day. I love u guys soo much!!Hopefully time of enjoyment always b a part of us truout dis life n we can cope wit wat eva sorrowness dat may come in the future~~

seksis..seksiss aauuuwww! (bc dgn nada lagu anita sarawak)

Berganding tgn sll kn sweeet saangaat

Lately,byk bende yg mendorong ke arah pemikiran sexist. Bkn nk jd bias n stereotype kt mne2 gender tp bende tu dtg. Contoh dpn mata...sakit je.huh

Let see... Dunia skrg kna trime hakikat yg prempuan lbh rmi berbanding lelaki. Mne2 pg tgk mmg rmi pmpuan. Pg club gay pn pmpuan akn ade jgk (dgn alasan xkna kcau kot). Bilangan sah2 la di sini perarus nye prmpuan mendahului. Mcm mne dgn kualiti?

There a lot of changes in terms of lifestyle, technology and ape2 jela lg kt dunia skrg ni. Ppl are more literate n educated. Life get more easy n comfortable. Communication has become a lot more cheaper n faster. Sme nye improving la snang cte. Tp knpe isu slh phm msh ade?

Berbalik pd isu gender..kualiti. Prempuan yg menang dgn jumlah bilangan yakin x diorg menang dr segi kualiti? Lelaki yg da makin seciput plak mcm mne? Do u guys think ure a lot better in terms of how u take control of others? Cn u b a better leader? I mean.. U shud. Der u cn hear d guys mumble "eleh da dlm hukum pn laki tu kn ketua.." Yup. Tp korg yakin ke korg ade kualiti?

Tu psal nk mengawal dri dan org lain. Perempuan plak... Women tend to complain a lot dun dey? Cz noe y? Women always hv this stndard, a parellel of doing things. Even accepting things. For example, prasaan x pmpuan sll nye x akn puas hati klu org len buat keje. Even if da hbis perfect org tu buat.. Dia akn pg gak btulkn ckt2 ke usik2 pastu br satisfied. Dats y they always complain about things. lagi2 klu in a relationship. Ya Allah aku buat ape pn sme salah!! Laki sll ckp cmtu la..kot.

Mcm2 la... Nk ckp psal kualiti org skrg susah ckt. Sme bende merudum. Kualiti udara pn x elok, ekonomi pn x stabil.. Apetah lg org.

Cn we say dat any guy these days hv d chance to date wit any girl he want? Its a normal scene to see a jackass got a damn-hot-looking-chick-other-guys-will-beg-for clinging to his untoned arm. yela..Tgk mat rempit skrg. Muke cm nk kna tumbuk je tp awek...Fuh!

But to be fair, most of the gud looking guys has turn to be some self-sainted assholes dat only care about how they look. Vain metrosexual guys. Yup..Or else.. Gay.

So, those yg hvnt gifted with proper appearance can b much more nicer, considerable and responsible. Xsemesti nye rupa paras tu reflects sme nye kn? klu x mne dtg d saying "dun judge a book by its cover"?

Tp klu la ade jenis lelaki yg mmg cm saitan...yg rupe pn cm ke longkang pastu take advantage on fragile helpless desperate gurls mmg ptt d rejam!

Jd mcm mne? Dis is jz some thought frm my thoughtful head. blek2 relationship..laki..pompuan..huhu nk wat mcm mne. da itu je yg dok berlegar2 d keliling aku.huhuhu..Layan~~~

air-j

xkn pndang camera knon nye artis amik gmba candid je

ade satu mlm tu...tbe2 rs sgt sayu.rs rindu.heh..

teringat kt abang.wah lme nye xpanggil 'abang' dgn niat hati untuk abang.tiap pg adek bgn kdg2 nmpak abg tgh start engine motor.nk pg keje.pkai jaket dgn glove..kasut adidas kak yati bg.bau polo ralph lauren.haha msh rs.msh nmpak.msh ingt.msh bau...

rindu.....

klu abg ade mst la jgn hrp nk ckp rindu kn.plzz!!hahah

kdg2 adek duk blik..trase abg msuk tbe2."woi watpe?"dtg menyibuk..sibuk kcau org.brg mekap org pn sme die nk geledah."eh mcm mne nk pki mascara ni?"hahah konpius abg ni metro ke gay?melampau..tingat abang pnah ckp "korg ni x hot la.."(d tujukn pd biha dan eja)kureng!tlg ckt ye...hehehe

sll tpkir...klu la abg ade lg skrg..best nye!byk bnde yg abg cte adek da lalui..n lbey kot.kte sll share experience.pg sna cni dgn abg..u show me d world.haha cmne kllu abg msh ade?

mse kt mtrix adek xrmi sgt kwn.klu ade pn xtau la cnsider kwn yg btul2 msuk ke x time tu..skrg adek rmi kwn.xsempat nk knl kn dkt abg.adek ade nani..umi..hana..bwg..beni...wan...haha rmi lg la!!

klu ade problem yg buat jiwa kcau adek mst cte kt abg.sme bnde la cte kn?kte pnah stay up smpi sbuh cte psal hiphop la skin laa..merepek je.heh..skrg bnde da makin rumit.klu la abg ade n dgr.n tlg..cmne la?

adek da start lupe..suara n cra abg gelak.i cn imagine u but ure silent.animated bt without sounds.im missing u...

sll klu adek kt rumah n abg men game.tau x skrg warcraft n starcrft da jd DOTA?tp abg xske men online.nk lwn dgn komputer je.tau x skrg byk cte kt wyg best2.abg xsempat tgk.byk mlay film pn da okay tau.utk abg yg sll kutuk cte melayu u shud see.

byk bende tau...thngs wud be sooo different if ure around.my fashion sense hv changed u shud b my critic.u always be..byk la!!!

mmg xptt la nk ckp ure lefting behind but u r.n i noe i shudnt b dis way..i mean rite now.how ive got carried away wit my own desires.i noe u gv warn after u left.jz cnt help it....i will change back i promise.let see how it goes~~



Mohd Ajmain bin Abu-L-Khair(1985-2006) Al Fatihah...

baby steps..

hadoi....aku tgh semangat nk ber blog tp byk gile bnde nk kna wat..nk upload pic tp memandang kn mencuri line jiran utk surf internet..connection agk slow.xpat la nk upload..huhu
so many things to do(semngat tgh berkobar plak)tp kna slow2..benci la laptop ni problem.nk format asik xdpt je..malas sbnrnye..i want photoshop in my lappie.huhuhuh....

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